a birthday call

we havent toked for years..
and, maybe, d regret still lies wid me
the pain m having, is all i can hear..
and thats the only thing, u cant see..!!

i had been calling u since d day we broke up…
but, there wasnt any response from u..
i could hav done d same thing & maybe..
u couldnt bear it too…
but u always knew me, I wasnt like dat..
I wasnt dem, who wuld give u pain..
But dats life, and I guess dats wats in ur name…

I didnt mean to give up so easily..
But i didnt have any support, u see
you culd share ur feelings wid ur frenz..
but i had lost all of dem in ur love..
dat i had none to share in d end..

but dis morning at 12 u gav me a birthday call..
it was my birthday, i knoe, but u made me cry on d phone in vain
and if dats d case, dat u wuld call me on my birthday..
I guess, I will be glad to be born day & again ..!! :))

yash sinha
BITS pilani
Goa Campus


miles to go

some dreams to share..some path to travel..
some feelings to be shown..some mystries to unravel..
lyf is nt wat u think of. nt just a matter of days..
It will pass, rather definitely, unless u really focus on d ways..!!

some smiles to be forgotten, some promises to keep…
and miles to go before i sleep…and miles to go before i sleep….

lyf is beautiful, glowing under dat magnificient sun..
the bad days are just a remembrance of dat long lost fun
faith is wat we always miss in those days..
the shadows, the absence of sun make us think those ways…

Dont worry dat ought to pass…
showing us d evident new day & new future…
Because urs is d smile i need to forget..urs promises are der to keep…
and miles to go before i sleep…and miles to go before i sleep…

I remember ur face…d way it shone..
urs was d only support i needed, bt d way u made me moan
No, I wont forget d way..u made me realise my mistake…
and dat was wen i fell..no one wid me..in d darkness wid my heart at stake..

Bt still i hav some smiles to forget..n some promises to keep…
and miles to go before i sleep…n miles to go before i sleep!! :))

Door to my dreams

Life teaches u a lot..sumtyms u win sumtyms u lose… bt dat one moments compensates all ur pain, all ur sorrow..

my lyf has been a journey of gud as well as rough patches..lyf turned me d way it wanted..twisted me d direction it culd..bt i never lost my hope..neither my determination nor my belief!

IIT-hmm..dream of a lifetym.. dream of over 5 lakh students..the dream which is lived by just 1.5 percent of those 5 lakhs..! ya thats IIT-INDIAN INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY..

well to confess..evn i din evr dream 2 be there evr..my lyf story is nt dat of geeks, spectacle borne muggers (though i wear spex) my lyf has been of my parent’s n my mama mami’s belief in me, my frenz support n my lovely bro’s n sis’s unlimited love..

i hav heard sumwhere..go as ur lyf takes u..bt m nt d one 2 follow suite.. m d one who takes all d decisions by my own..

der is a place called kota in d sub-urb of rajasthan.. dozen coaching insti exist der..students rush der lyk herd of sheeps.. i wuz a part of dat herd..believe me..lyf was tuff..sum bad company..sum stupid acts n lyf landed me in a situation frm where i culd do nthng..i was destroyed..my results were nt even aweful..dey were rags..

i saw my mother crying..probably those tears helped me gather myself n fite..

i rose frm d ruins..packed my bags 2 set up for d tuffest journey of my lyf..if i failed again it wuld b the end of my dreams..bt d risk needed 2 b taken..

i went 2 ranchi under d shadow of sm1 whom i place next 2 my parents.. i din lose hope n worked my mind wid a simple line ‘y cant i b in those 1.5 percent’

my aim was simple ‘clear JEE-2010’ .d scene wasnt dat i locked myself in a dark rum wid table lamp and books all around.. i watched movies, played cricket wid my bro, njoyd my classes wid PJs n pranks..

there was cont support frm my parents..love frm my frenz.. sum frenz discouraged me sum gave positive comments., i took both…workd on my mistakes..

10th april, 2010
bang arrives the penultimate day…my parents arrivd at ranchi 2 help me pass those slog moments widot ne stress..

11th april, 2010
the d-day had arrived! d most awaited day which had been anticipated by me frm the past 300 days..i had butterflies in my stomach..
at d xam centre i took a deep breath..n gave my paper..after i had submited my paper i knew i had done a fair job..

26th may 2010
results were 2 come in d morning..i wuz nervous..bt more dan meh my dad was nervous..he woke up at 4am n started checking my results…i woke up at 6:30..only i knw how i passed those 90 mins..i opened the jee website for bot 100 times..
i remember i was drinking water at bot 8 am n saw d link ‘jee 2010 results’ water was bot 2 spill out…final moments i prayed 2 god..n wrote my reg num 5077093..
7865 dat was all i culd c in my first attempt at my lappy cuz my father was already patting my back.. i culd feel it.. i felt lyk yelling bt better sense prevailed! YEAH I HAD PULLED IT OFF!! MY DREAM 2 BE IN THE TOP OF THE SHARPEST BRAINS OF THE COUNTRY WAS FULFILLED!

i din write all this for mere tympas..i juz wana show u all dat nthng in dis world is impossible..hav determination, foremost believe dat u can..


IITJEE2010 AIR 7865